Nervous tics and racing, sometimes incoherent thoughts? 10 points?

Sometimes if I'm trying to imagine something...or something I'll feel the urge to jump on my bed, and if I can't jump on the bed at the moment for some reason I flap my hands or rock back and forth when sitting. And then my thoughts, like for example I imagine a laughing friend and all of the sudden I can't control my thoughts and I visualize something violent happening to him or her repeatedly. Other times random sentences pop in my head over and over or in a hurry and I can't stop them, sometimes it even sounds like there's a bunch of people in my head arguing with each other really fast over stupid things like um pokemon? I don't even watch that. Some years ago I think this could be categorized as a psychotic episode... I was screaming at everyone and insulting them, and I was told that I was hitting my head. I didn't even know I hit myself until told. No doctor recommendations please, I have checked with so many and none of them will ******* diagnosis they just ask. No sarcasm either, I think it's pretty obvious this is no laughing matter and you'll simply look heartless.